recent pics~~woohoo~

but not means tat i change my phone d..
remain the same..
but suddenly found tat it still can be using..
so~ (ngek ngek)
ytd was Applied anatomy presentation..
i did not perform well..
b4 tat, we make a creative and a easy way to memorize the note..
bcoz, we just hv only 2 days to prepare!!! WTF!!!

jeng jeng!!tis is our effort!!! is it nice????

 then,take pic one by one:::

Fathin

Jilynn

owner 1

owner 2

owner 3
but, looks like aunt..even make up a little bit..
ToT

dada~

dada 2

Mr. Jeremy

the disgusting guy - steven, may and angy

c c c, i never tell u lie!!!i'm kinda busy!!!

 haiz...i dislike presentation at all!!!
but must tis subject??
i really hate it!!!!
i performed like a the failure tat naver get ready even i m!!
c Rachel perform most best in girls..
lecturer said she is sweet and clever..
haiz..suddenly i felt very disappointed on myself..
even hv a nice look, but useless..
so, even hv a nice look, but wat it stand for???
i oso not mean tat i m pretty,just hv normal look,
but never ugly until.............

i gave the head of fish to the cat when lunch time..should i learn from it tat felt
happy and comfort with the condition tat i hv just now?

the cat choose to eat, confused!!!

i dunno wat will happen next..
i dunno should i change my lifestyle?
getting confused but dont wanna depress!!!
perhaps, i m not suitable to stay at physio???

busy nowadays..
even happy with having 2 weeks study week,
hubby be back soon,
but busy and stress cover my life worse!
looks like i fall into a hell,and need sometimes time to climb up for sunlight!!!!
T_T

WTF

guys, do u know the feeling of when ur girl was called"darling" "baby" "dear"??
angry right?
if so,dont call me like tat way!!!
even we just friends, but u also cannot do like tat...
wat u do like flirtation!!!
i hate it!!!
disgusting!!!
even i told u dont do so,
but u guys again n again!!!
WAT THE FUCK MAN!!!
DAMN YOU!!!
i'm not a prostitute!!!i'm ur friend!!!
pls respect me!!!oso respect my man!!!

any guys hate it so much!!
but y still do so???
R U A MAN HUH?!
if u wanna invite me for dinner or supper..
SRY!!!
cannot alone with u!!
besides it is an important matter!!!
somemore use the words of "let's carry on a clandestine love affair"?!!
WTH!!!

everytime when i heard it,
i will tell u DONT!!!
but, wat u all did???
do u how is my feeling??
i will tell u in better way, but do u all appreciate wat i did??
NO!!!
sometimes i felt tat it is dirty!!!
T_T
my pride was hurt!!!
other than tat, i just announce it on FB to let u know how unhappy am i..
but, others came to disturb n make it more complicate (even they just kidding)
AFFAIR just now my friend said..
C! tell u in better way but u ignore
now, who i am in others eye?!
sluttery woman?! prostitute?! or friend?!
i wanna cry..but i dont want!!!
perhaps, i dont want to let him unhappy..
now, i posted it and will let him know soon..
if u dont want to get in trouble, shut up n call my name!!
!@#$^&*^#$@@%^&*&#$%^&**(((%$$#@@@!

难听点：分手吧……

很想告诉某某人，

他真的不爱你了……

你还苦苦纠缠干嘛呢？

一年多了，你不累，你不烦，

我们都觉得烦透了！

他当初不告诉你分手，就这样走了

你不知道为什么吗？

就因为你很烦！

你烦他就算了，还烦你和他身边的人，

难道每人都那么有空帮你寻找他的下落吗？

就算知道，他们不想告诉你，就因为怕你再次受到伤害！

enough!!

let him go..

u r not live bcoz of him, is for urself!

dont think tat can c him last time, even once..

it will make u very suffering n greedy.

u suffer, as u tell urself u still love him..

u greed, as u wanna c him again after tat time..

he has his new life d, new gf,

live for urself la..

dont make me really come out n scold u..

n dont disturb my man again!!!

【分手吧】

我們分手吧

寫一封沒有地址的信

想寄到你的心裡

告訴你漸漸變淡的愛

你是否曾經注意

過去的美麗日子已經不再

我還在傻傻地找尋

也許你想要說但說不出口

我知道你想說

分手吧 我們分手吧

不要再騙我說你還愛著我

你我的夢 彼此的不同

就算是當作一時糊塗愛錯

我們 分手吧

寫一封沒有地址的信

想寄到你的心裡

告訴你漸漸變淡的愛

你是否曾經注意

過去的美麗日子已經不再

我還在傻傻地找尋

也許你想要說但說不出口

我知道你想說

分手吧 我們分手吧

不要再騙我說你還愛著我

你我的夢 彼此的不同

就算是當作一時糊塗愛錯

分手吧 我們分手吧

不要再騙我說你還愛著我

你我的夢 彼此的不同

就算是當作一時糊塗愛錯

我們 分手吧

嘿 分手吧

也許你想要說但說不出口

我知道你想說

分手吧 我們分手吧

不要再騙我說你還愛著我

你我的夢 彼此的不同

就算是當作一時糊塗愛錯

分手吧 我們分手吧

不要再騙我說你還愛著我

你我的夢 彼此的不同

就算是當作一時糊塗愛錯

我們 分手吧

我們 分手吧

last time..

无论你多了解我，始终有很多你不知道的事

dont force me to do the matter tat might let u regret 4ever...
this is last warning..

penang bridge marathon

我看到很多情侣在这场比赛手牵手完成路程

有的先到达终点，然后等待另一半的到来，然后又一个亲密动作，

接着他们又一起手牵手步向台阶…

每对情侣都让我深深的羡慕

更让我觉得不可思议的是一对求婚成功的情侣

女的抱着一大束花完成路程，

男的背后贴着『嫁给我好吗』的字条完成路程

他们究竟需要多大的勇气？

他们，也究竟需要多少时间来达到这一天？

倘若，没有参与这次的duty，

我也许不会想到这一切……

我真的独立了吗？

我善用了我的求生能力吗？？？

我都还没学会独立，有资格去寻求那些吗？

看来，那些那些对我还是很遥远的…

我也希望有一天，我可以比他们还要浪漫的方式

当然，那件事不可能有我一个人完成～ <3 <3

heavy rain..

after finish my class and hv a small discussion v my presentation group members,
wanna go back to hostel n take a nap..
but, thr was a strong wind n heavy rain..
the wind strong until everyone's umbrella spoiled..
furthermore my long pans was wet & dirty..
tat was the most heavy and strong wind tat i experienced in my life..

i shared my umbrella v Fathin..
we laugh n went to cafeteria together.
but, i found tat both of us almost stand still
the wind blow n blow, we almost fly if we take the umbrella well..
if both of us let it go, i think i will be very miss my umbrella tat companied my secondary life..
by the way, Rachel's umbrella spoiled again..
tat was her new umbrella..

then ahead try to go back
suddenly May came n she was all wet..
actually i wan rain deadly..
but, i dont want to get sick at here..
3 of us bought some cup noodles n took it as our dinner..
it was very comfortable and SYIOK!!!

i was saw some video clips about a tornado hits gurney drive n tanjung bunga..
looks like the earth mother is getting angry la..
hope tat island n BM wont get flood..
then, we will be in trouble..
n also hope tat this yr wont hv any Tsunami n even earth quake..

guess whr i am now?
computer class!!!
very hard to believe right?
tat's true...
having class but i open my bloggie..
felt guilty but a bit syiok..
and also a bit scare to let lecturer know..
she is not around now..
since i was not update my bloggie,
just write a new post here la..
hehe...readers,
dont laugh at me..
may be mypost very lame and bored..

i was start my tweet at Twitter now..
if u hv Twitter too, rmb to follow me ya~
and dont forget, my name is Voutayn..
88~

我不知道有多久，

没有好好写一篇文章了……

每次都只是拿来倾诉，

真正拥有bloggie来干嘛？

这次，不如让我尝试写一篇

但我不知道要放什么标题……

随你们怎么看吧～

很快还有两个月就步入19岁了

我，还年轻吗？

匆匆忙忙的过了那么久，

我真的有仔细留意过人生中的一点一滴吗？

是否真的因为习惯了，我也跟着不在乎

不在乎，就真的会错过吗？

我不曾到任何国家，

只是默默地呆在马来西亚

没办法，我不是含着金汤匙出生的

这个国家，我都还没走遍

有时候会觉得好可惜

是否知道自己没机会，就不再去想，

淡淡的忘了，换来的就是什么都不知道

我也不太喜欢翻阅世界杂志

因为，他们只会让我充满好奇心，

我会很想要闯出去这个地方

羡慕那些鸟儿，不同的季节，不同的地点，

羡慕那些鱼儿，不同的水，不同的世界，

羡慕那些字体，不同的语言，不同的界线……

因为默默遵守那些我自己认为能够达到的事情

我认为达不到的呢？

就这样放弃了吗？忘记？

没有太多色彩的人生，是不是比较缺？

对一些人而言，知足常乐

对一些人而言，欲望无尽

我好想去达到我要的每件事情

可是人的能力范围真的有限

我不懂分身术

所以有些事，就这样忘记他

忘记了反而觉得拥有现在的也不错

只是，不一样的选择，不一样的方向

我到底是想要飞翔还是走路？

还是另外一个选择：驾驶？

到底，哪个适合我？哪个最有安全感？

如果说谈感情，我不觉得我缺了什么

他，尽管缺点再多，可是还是对我很好

我还嫌什么？

嫌了岂不是被任何一个比我更加疼爱他的人当过街老鼠？！

目前，我们还是好好的，

就算我们分南北，

我们还是好好的过，

为的就是为往后的路铺上美丽的地毯

我们在一起，目地的只有一个：

我们彼此都想要幸福的家

我们彼此都想要安全的避风港

我们彼此都想要再累坏的时候有个温暖又可靠的拥抱

女人需要被爱，男人也需要被爱

彼此少了爱，是不是在一起都没意思了？

看来，我该比以往更加珍惜这个男人……

学业+事业

前者不错，后者空空

我很想找份兼职，但是这份兼职必须跟着我的时间表

我也会害怕被老板欺骗啊

我更怕以后没有更好的收入！！！

很多事情，正待等待我去解决

巴不得它们是一条乱麻

一刀斩了就解决～

多痛快！

可是安静下来的时候，我又倍感空虚

看来，我的生活少了忙碌是行不通的！！

即使再累，我都去做，

我不想总是赖在床上

即使，我的身体状况再差……

今年看了很多次医生，

我花的钱也多了

我不想见他们时是因为我病了……

我不想那么快就倒下来

我太多事情没做完

不行啊…………

should i accept?!

just now a guy invite become a freelance..
i dunno should accept or not..
1 day for RM300..
the salary is quite nice but i scare it is a trick..
besides,i also worried the wearing during every events..
and also transport...

aiya!!!how!!!

Missing

after continue my study,

i found i started lost many things..

i'm suffering from lost those things...

my memories, my friends..

every night b4 sleep,

i will chat with hubby..

after tat, i started thinking wat i lost whole day..

sometimes felt sad,

i dont want to miss these things..

i miss them..

try to say something funny,

i had long time din make up until last saturday..

broke my record la!!!

i seldom make up to class except my eyes as small as a line..

damn ugly then better make up..

but dont too over la..

about my hair...being longer a little bit..

this sem schedule mostly are Practical..

must tie up the hair..

elder said, tie up hair can make ur hair longer..

hiak hiak, this is the chance..

i oso having a lot of hair accessories~

dont just simply tie..

sometimes look pretty and fresh a bit la..

but i dont want using the ribbon hair accessories!!!

go anywhr will c the ribbon on the girls hair..

geli oh!!!

when i go to buy that small things,

1st, i will tell the boss: [tauke, besides ribbon, still hv others one?]

[tauke, intro new arrival for me but i dont want ribbon]

[tauke, i dont want ribbon one..]

hiak hiak..sometimes the tauke still intro the ribbon to me!

ribbon is nice but too many ppl using..

i felt tat it is no more beautiful la for me..

choose somethings special~

i had learn how to tie up my hair into 丸子头~

i buy the accessories,and it is very tidy after i tie up..

at least it makes my hair looks like very long but actually not~

ok..

time's up!!

2moro having class at 12pm..

even i still hv time to continue but i lazy d..

good night and 88~ <3

眼睁睁看着假期快到了

我还不知道那段期间该干些什么

他不在……有时真的会觉得很空白

朋友一个两个开始没空

没办法，为了前途拼命往前冲

有时会自己想，自己是不是缺乏了什么

我第一个想到友情

拍拖的期间，几乎都快忽略他们了

现在就是报应咯…… XP

2moro will be sitting pathology mid sem test...

hope everything will be fine and

the questions about hemodynamic disorder wont come out so much

bcoz i cannot understand wat the lecturer lecturing about..

but may be she still a new bird..

then, she dunno wat to do and she is less confidence..

i very pity her..

she is from Myammar..

her slang and the way she express are different

as i know, myammar demos is very hardworking to learn mandarin

hmm...

i had heard a sad story about her

last time she was teaching MBBS or BDS students..

bcoz of her slang, thus the students laugh at her..

she was ran out from the class and cry..

even u r rich, but how u can laugh at the others?

r u perfect? r ur knowledge is more than her?

halo, at least she can become a lecturer and tat's not so easy..

she also was a student,

but today she can become a pathologist and a lecturer,

she had used how many work and time?

i dunno y..

sometime

 i felt tat here had a lot of bullies, lala and gangster

more tat had a lot of medical students..

if u wan to learn,

u should hv humility and prove tat u wan to become a medical worker

help many ppl suffer from diseases and painful..

i know may be i m a busy body..

but i just cannot tolerate with this kind of ppl..

always looks down others, is it right?

hey, u think now u really a doctor?

wait until u graduate 1st la..

it is not easy..

but nowsaday, many cases of doctor treat patient until die...

whose fault?

do u wan to become a doctor like this?

sry, i m scare!!!

money, proud and high knowlegde are not everything..

try to understanding each other..

try to understand wat's the problem..

bcoz, i hope everyone will be fine and

the world is peace..

the fault tat make by ur self,

u should solve it by urself too...

dont blame others, (except u r not wrong)

bcoz no anyone will help u to face it...

by Voutayn

felt weird tat i publish 3 post at the same day?
hehe..
the other 2 just the post from fb,
i found tat it is very interesting, and now i share it here..

these few days, i was back to my normal life..
a student, a girlfriend, a child, a sis and a mate..
hubby was came back for few days..
haha, we were very enjoy on these days..
i am apologize to everyone..
my mobile phone is on the way to the death now..
so i cant use my phone cam top take pic pic la...
tat's y my photos very least post by post..
so sad..
but my dear phone,
i felt thankful to u for company me
everyday,
everynight,
and everytime..
u help me to do a lots of things...
so, i decided dun wan to sell u..
i will keep u..
as, u r a part of my secondary memories..

at here, i wanna say thx to Ktesen..
thx for giving me the best when we were 15yrs old
on my bday...
and,
i felt sry tat i was hurt u..
but i am very happy to meet u and be ur friend!!
friendship forever!!!

actually it is an useful phone...
for me, it is very less problem
and i never take it to service,
wat the hurt tat i bring for it is falling down..
it should be die for many times..
but, it was survive for tat many times..
but, someday, u will leave me..
now, the thing tat i worry is happening..
u r my 1st mobile phone in my life..
i wont let u away from me..

now i'm thinking for SE j20 Hazel..

my classmate - Nac is using red colour one!!!

it has many functions

and i prefer black~

oh yeah~

at the same time, hubby also wan to change new phone..

so we decided to buy together ^^

hooray!!!!

by Voutayn

Khor Nicky, 你觉得我做到了吗？

       1、总扁着嘴在你面前说自己很坚强，其实常常哭鼻子。 

　　2、天天嚷着喜欢帅哥，可包包里夹的、手机里存的PP却全部只有你一个。 

　　3、把你挖鼻孔的样子拍下来，然后小人得志地威胁你，如果胆敢对不起她就把照照发到网上去。 

　　4、同家长吃饭，在桌下偷偷握着你的手。 

　　5、喧嚷的街道上，蹲下来为你系紧松开的鞋带。 

　　6、佛祖生日那天，挤进庙会求了两张护身符，一张为你、一张为老爸。 

　　7、丢掉NIVEA樱桃红的唇膏，买来无色青苹果味道的，因为这样可以同你一起用。 

　　8、生气时蛮不讲理，可过一会儿就全忘了，又偎在你怀里乖乖的。 

　　9、当你问她“你是不是我的乖猫咪”时，她会说“我是你的母狮子！”... ...吼吼！ 

　　10、憧憬着为你生一对双胞胎，一个丫头、一个小子。然后说孩子长得像我一个人就好了，像你就丑S了！ 

　　11、对你说“我才不要做大老婆，我要做小妾，这样你才能多疼疼人家！” 

　　12、弄了一个你喜欢的发型，出了美发店立即打电话给你，吓唬你说刚刚做了一个“爆炸式”。 

　　13、在你说错话时，装作很用力似的握起小粉拳挥向你的脸，然后把一脸痛苦状的你抱过脑袋来亲亲。 

　　14、为了你很晚了还泡在网上，直到你催了N遍后横着眉说“再不下去我要生气了”才怯怯地去睡觉。 

　　15、问你愿不愿意为她去跳楼，如果回答不愿意她会说你不爱她，回答愿意她就说那你跳吧。 

　　16、换新电话时，电话本里输入的第一个号码是你的，列入“家人”组。 

　　17、路痴啊，出门在外一定要你牵着手，你往哪走她也乖乖地跟着往哪走。 

　　18、吃冰淇淋非要去麦当劳，吃烤翅非要去肯德基，还得你陪着。 

　　19、你发给她的短消息，她一条也舍不得删。 

　　20、订立了一个不平等条约，第一条是：老婆永远是对的。第二条是：如果真的是老婆错了，参考第一条。 

　　21、“爱情这东西，会让一个女人渐渐地忘记理想，却会让一个男人更加地坚定自己的理想。”她觉得这句话真对，现在的她只想时刻
              依偎在你的身旁，做一个幸福的小女人。

慢慢的才知道……

　   01.慢慢的才知道,太在乎别人了往往会伤害自己

02.慢慢的才知道,对自己好的人会随着时间的流逝越来越少,

03.慢慢的才知道,一个人要自己对自己好,因为真正关心你的人很少,有了事他们也不一定会在你身边。所以要自己照顾自己

04.慢慢的才知道,真心对一个人好不一定有回报,而你忽略的人往往有可能是最重视你的,

05.慢慢的才知道,很多东西是可遇而不可求的,很多东西只能拥有一次,

06.慢慢的才知道,恋爱不一定是真心的, 有可能是利益关系,有可能是攀比心理,

07.慢慢的才知道,不要和别人争论什么,因为那是没有结果的,无论谁对谁错,

08.慢慢的才知道,很多时候自己遇到不开心事,千万不要渴望别人同情,大多数人会采取冷漠回敬的。那样会更让人家看不起,

09.慢慢的才知道,有很多东西是不属于你的,你使劲强求会遭天遣的,

10.慢慢的才知道,未必做每件事情都有意义,可是做的每件事情都觉得是一件回忆!

11.慢慢的才知道,人的性格可以差异到如此之大,

12.慢慢的才知道,许多曾经的人会变的让你认不出,但请留住回忆。

13.慢慢的才知道,从现在开始应该把握每一个你能把握的人,放弃你留不住的人,不要因为想留住个别人而失去一群人。

14.慢慢的才知道,自己一定在乎自己的自尊,但你的自尊在别人眼里根本不算什么,

15.慢慢的才知道,不要心情不好的时候对周围人发脾气,渴望他们谅解你,人家不是你的父母,现在你可以明白父母对自己多么重要,

16.慢慢的才知道,即便有人对情感看的无所谓,你一定要坚信,人之间的感情, 有可能会令所有东西都无法超越的,但记住,只是有可能,

17.慢慢的才知道,原来现实如此的无奈。

18.慢慢的才知道,会遇到许多自己看不惯的人或事,但那与你无关,别人爱咋整随他便,别生不该生的气,不值,

20.慢慢的才知道,两个天天在一起的人不一定是朋友,有可能什么都不是,

21.慢慢的才知道,会遇到很多诱惑,无论别人怎么样,你是你,你有你的原则和底限,

22.慢慢的才知道,会有人很讨厌你或者和你过不去,但是他爱怎么样就怎么样,我们要大度,不和小人计较,但前提是你正确,

23.慢慢的才知道,很多人无法理解男女之间的朋友关系,在一起就一定是恋人,不是恋人就一定不能在一起,

24.慢慢的才知道,学习要刻苦,因为凭聪明就能应付考试科目的人是凤毛翎角,

25.慢慢的才知道,原来时间一空闲下来是那么无聊,丝毫没有中学的充实的感觉,

26.慢慢的才知道,手机是别人有事找你的时候用的,并不是为了交流感情的

27.慢慢的才知道,可以不把所有人当朋友,但千万不能把一个人当敌人,至少可以当同学,

28.慢慢的才知道,玩你能玩的起的,玩不起的千万别玩,不然会输了什么都没有的,

29.慢慢的才知道,快乐常常来自回忆,而痛苦常常来自于回忆与现实的差距,

30.慢慢的才知道,那些嘻哈打闹只是消遣而已,而过往的抽烟打架更是无知.

31.慢慢的才知道,有很多人的想法与做法你无法理解,或是根本不知道他在想什么,千万别在那揣摩或者瞎猜,那样会让自己累,既然人    
             家要保持神秘感那就让人家保持去啊,自己又不是占卜师,

32.慢慢的才知道,不要把自己想的有多高,没有绝对性的胜利,也没有绝对性的失败

33,慢慢的才知道,生活是有很多不公平的, 你一定要正视,相信实力和群众的眼睛,

34.慢慢的才知道,兄弟情义有时候未必是想像的那么美好, 只有自己真心付出,才有可能得到别人的真心对待.

35.慢慢的才知道,有的人不断的算计,到头还来是会输的很惨,所以应当保持一个平和的心!

36.慢慢的才知道,有的事情不是自己所愿意的,但是有的事情必须得去完成,那也是对自己的一段特训.

37,慢慢的才知道,原来两个人在一起或真或假,相处的时间还是占据着重要成份.

38.慢慢的才知道,现实根想法的差距,必须要随机应变,跟上生活的步伐!

39.慢慢的才知道,自己也在慢慢长大,不在是小孩子了,适应着每一件事的成长.

40慢慢的才知道，给人留一线日后好相见的真正意义,没有永远的敌人只有永远的朋友,凡事不要做的太绝,事情的结局都是用嘴巴说 
           出来的.

41.慢慢的才知道,不管玩的多好的朋友都有可能失去,但是我们还是要乐观面对,若是真的把他(她)当作自己的朋友就应该为他(她)祝
             福.遥望!只是做自己所做的.

42慢慢的才知道,自己在慢慢接受社会了,所以也要慢慢学会适应

a post that just only who wanna try to know more about me...

the password:the thing that make u older and follow u 4ever

semester 2~

alrdy 3 weeks
everytime vey pay attention on the class,
but everytime also slept at the class..

today we hv computer subject
i felt very tired..
then, i was slept..
until i heard the lecture said wan to ask question
i just woke up..
huh...luckily Jilynn never took my sleeping pic..
thx ya~haha

last saturday just hang out wif my sis
go Jusco shopping..
hehe..i had took some pic...but i prefer this

looks more ladies day by day~
hehe...
many friends gv this kind of comment~

for my degree course,i hv to hardworking
wat i wan just a ideal future~ ^^

my mid-autumn..

yo..
ytd too high la..
just a normal mid-autumn carnival finally become dance floor!!!
alamak!

our Batch 5,
reputation is gone!
everyone just make a big circle and we dance in the center
haiyo,
a  bit shy la..
but very enjoy oh,
how ah,
let's c~

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=433921288015
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=155936027764955

walao..
my old frens,
may be u will say i'm crazy
may be u will say i'm back~
hehe

happy mooncake festival~

today is 18th times i celebrate this festival in my life..

hmm, wat i can say is i never meet any happiness memory on it..

but not sadness, just nothing special..

dunno hubby still bitting by little insects or not..

dunno hubby felt stomachache or not..

dunno wat my family members doing now...

i think, my brother will take all the tang lung and light up the candle..

then, switch off the light, let my house become full of candle light..

actually, it is nice and wat he can do for finding feeling of happy from this festival..

later will be walk around U,

to look tat wat campus doing for the festival..

hope that can find out some special things and memory~

besides i need to have my dinner!!!

bb~

伤我的事实

人与人之间的信任很重要
但会有多信任？

应该是平时的依赖和幼稚，
造成今天的难过
哈比去了新加坡后，
整个人过得更寂寞更孤单
在这里，我并没有一个可以说心事的人
5个人，
各有各的伴，
看到朋友都过得很好
我也不想把不快乐带进去
所以，我不知道我存在的意义
我的伴，就只有电脑咯……
这样的日子，真的很难过
她们对我算不错了
只是，平时有苦时，
我真的不知道要向谁说
大学的日子真的很不简单
性格不同，遭遇也不同
不懂为什么，感觉上会孤独3年
5个人，搞不好真的注定其中一个人是比较孤独的

孤独的人，总是被遗忘
没有人会理解
曾经，may may问过我，
『如果，有一天你必须选择跟朋友或男朋友之间
选择跟其中一方一起吃饭
你会选择谁？』
我选择了男友
因为我当时纯粹想，陪陪男友吧，
他一个人会很可怜
有可能如此的想法
使我的人生中，知心朋友太太太少
因为我们各有各的忙碌
谈心的机会都少了

哈比，真的很希望你快点成功回来
除了我的家人，我不想再继续孤独了
我不喜欢这样的生活
友情与理想之间，我选择理想，
与中学朋友做了不同的选择
我不会承认我是否做了错误的选择
我只知道，我的未来只有我自己做主
没有人帮得了我……

有一天，你发现你的人生从此以后没有烦恼，

你也有机会去实现每个愿望，

是不是很开心呢？

可是，人生若这样，是不是太乏味了？

每个人的选择不同，

有人喜欢低调，高调，

有人喜欢朴素，华丽，

有人喜欢上进，消极，

你喜欢哪一个？？？

人生不简单……

可是却不缺乏快乐

万事由心生，

常保持乐观的人自然快乐

常抱持悲观的人自然空虚

空虚，是因为不满足……

should be compare???

do i look like a doll or toy....or a daily good?

i am a human a woman..

i am just a woman wants a normal life..

and a normal relationship..

i can understand..

readers,

for u,

u will support ur friend 

than a stranger to fall in love with ur cousin..

right?

but it is unfair,

i can promise tat i really love him..

i will protect too as i can..

but not compare who is more suitable for him..

pls..

i hope wat u talk just bcoz u never think about it so much..

but dont make it more complex and a lot of unhappy

thx...

ytd he was went to SG

hope everything will be fine..

and

i will miss him~

i hate this part!!!

argh!!!

my holiday, just like doing nothing..

very bored..

hope can go shoopping

but no money..

Nienie say wan meet,

but havent arrange our time yet.

haiz

RC friends, i miz u all so much

前几天跟hubby去Tao庆祝半周年

真是的，

我们觉得吃不够

厨师也乱乱煮

羊扒还没完全解冻就拿去煮

恶心死了！！！

别向我问起照片，

没有！！

因为我们错过好时机…… T.T

昨天去送大士爷

第一次噢！

整个仪式结束后，整个人轻松多了

在那边遇到几个朋友

哈哈，真羡慕志煌，

他的皮肤越来越好，

我的皮肤…………

H + O + L + I + D + A + Y = HOLIDAY !!!

最近都在考试，所以时间方面都很空……

哎呀，考试能过关就该偷笑咯，

如果能credit也是不错的……

excellent会更好……

^^

还有一个星期就假期了

可以回家睡大觉了

哈哈

所以，my holiday, pls come a.s.a.p.~

如果

跟他已经在一起5个月了，
跟他在一起的时光总是过得特别快，
但同时也见证了，我们在一起又多了一天，
至少我们还是在一起，很开心的，
人人都说热恋期通常只有3个月，
但热恋期都过了，我们还是一样
所以，我真的是幸运的……

5个月内，我们吵架的次数好像没超过5次……

（给自己一个掌声～哈哈）

他以前是个对感情不专一的人

为了我，也为了他自己，

他选择改变，

但同时这么的改变，同时也改变我们的命运

我多希望时光能够倒流

我真的很想回去2009年

我想要改变当时所有的一切

那半年，我不仅浪费我自己的青春，

同样的，当时我的选择也让他伤心，

因此选择工作麻醉自己

错误的选择，换来的只是浪费了眼泪

浪费了自己的时间

破坏了初恋的美好

没有完美的结局

那种感觉是很绝望的

我以为没有人会帮我

因为那是我自己的选择

眼泪有多咸多苦

只有自己知道

当被人放弃，才知道自己有多么失败

当被逼急了，我也只好选择放弃了，分了

眼泪却不能往外流

我怕我控制不了自己

我会彻底的崩溃

一直吞着难以消化的泪

有多么辛苦

那一整天，只有他陪伴我

至少他的笑声逗我笑了

那个笑声同时告诉我

给他一个机会吧……

若当时他真的因为我的选择

而选择放弃我了

或许我就没有如此快乐

他带给我的快乐，我真的不知道要怎么形容

他当时为我做的，真的充满意义
他愿意和我分享他生命的所有
一个男人毫无顾虑的这么做，
都只是为了博一个女人的一笑
他不在乎他家人是否喜欢我
他在乎他爱不爱我
庆幸的，我给他家人的印象还不错

我不得不承认我对他越来越爱

越来越有好感

什么事情都开始依赖他了

全部都很放心地交给他

但也不能太过分啦～

育豪，我给你四年的时间

四年里，努力吧……

我希望那时赶快到来

这样，我希望我有机会名正言顺地做你的“许太太”～哈哈

（好像有点自大噢）

hi readers~

recently just updated some unhappy articles..

now i hv to gv some good news..

first, is about our physiotherapy sport meet..

hmm, batch 3 get the overall champion!!! congraz~

but our batch 5 also not bad, we get third!!!

hooray!!!

even batch 2 also hv join this event,

but looks like no any batch tat are close to them..

wat the good image they gv me is their studies..

the bad image is they looks proud and someof them very childish and brainless..

hmm, while with batch 3, sure friendly la..

some of them take anatomy course with us..

they are very funny~

batch 4.. still ok la~

second, today my hubby came to sp met me~

he was lost his way to meet me..

luckily we met~

we were dating and having a pizza as breakfast + lunch..

when we ready to go back to my hosstel and we chat inside his car a while,

a car park worker come near and ask wat was happen..

so kepo!!!

third..i think it is a bad news..

final exam is near!!!

huiyo!!!

i haven start study yet..

aiyo!!!

i hate exam!!!

mummy!!!!hubby!!!

haiz...still hv assignment to do..

wait for my new update ya!!!

a note for my hubby : my life really suck without u..

today u felt very moody..

i dunno is bcoz u cant accompany me until u work..

or i was did something wrong..

in addition, u were sick..

i really worry about u, but my hp is no more credits..

thus i cant do anything and sms to chat v u..

very sry about it!

yesterday my mum bday,

thx for helping me to celebrate with her..

but we were let u late in ur work..

sry sry again..

i found tat,

my life really cannnot without u..

ur love, ur caring and ur protection,

i can see!!!

ur heart,

i can feel it..

i never do anything for u..

u still love me as long as we still together..

i felt very guilty and sad..

so i was cried..

u still told me, dont cry idiot bibi..

sry..

u always help me when i'm in trouble..

but when u are in trouble, where i am??

i was not beside u..

this year ur bday, where i am??

i still never beside u!!!

i cant forgive myself..

if someday u r not beside me,

i dunno how bad is my life..

how can i live without u???

i really scare someday u will go ur own way..

leave me in our memory..

and i cannot escape from this kind of nightmare!!!

hubby...i need u..

i dunno wat can i do..

thus i try to wrote, draw, say and present

how much i love u..

as deep as i was falling..

i also very hope tat 4 yrs will come as fast as possible..

tat time, really hope tat our relationship will be more sweet

and finally we can together until death is coming..

i can c u every morning when i wake up and open my eye..

i want to share everything with u..

especially happiness..

i really hope i can bring lots of happiness for u..

i want u to be very happy always..

i want to c u smile at me..

it's like a sunlight for me..

light up my life..

hubby, i love u..

and

i'm urs..forever..

to my hubby, Mr Khor Yik How..
pls listen here..
i love u forever..