may be the last post in 2012

hi readers, this may be my last post before 2012. What's ur wish in coming year? I wish i can get thinner successfully with devil "S" body shape.. XD LOL! but seriously i hope it will be grand. How was ur Christmas celebration? i do nothing, just stay in Alor Setar spent my day.

By the way, 4th week posting started by 2moro, i cant wait that Marc. 2013 come faster. As i hope i can leave hospital a.s.a.p.. Y? because i dont like the way they behaving lazy.. But, i still got another 10 weeks to go..

im will be stepping into 21 once new year. Hmm, 21, sometimes i feel that it is so horrible, terrible and vegetable. I shouldnt behave like a kid after this. I should think positive, make my look getting better than look tired and gain pimples day by day. I did hardworking in skin care, i should concern in my body care too. I swear, i will start my keep thin daily meal from 2moro, and it is unstoppable till i hit my target which is 52kg. Now im in 60kg. I know, the amount that i show is unbelievable.

so shy to share any photo here. again, i swear, it is true, ME, YES, TAT'S ME, GOING TO START TO IKAT PINGGAN.. NOT BECAUSE OF BROKE, BUT FOR MY BODY SHAPE!!!

everyone is worried about my body shape and body weight. Actually im getting scared when i noticed i cant wear a dress nicely. Even my frens said i was look sexy last time with bodycon. In Alor Setar, there's lot of delicious foods, me as a food hunter, also have to look further dream than the nearest one.

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And, im a clubber ( i dunno izit am i right to say im the people that used to clubbing), i got few hot songs to introduce here, i like to listen to these kind of songs as it makes me feel freedom around and relaxing. Sometimes it makes me hard to concentrate on study, but still i love it and when im listening to music, i will raise the volume to get stimulate my dancing cells and make them get excited. Some music u will not get in club, but from movie, which is 喜爱夜蒲 (Lan Kuai Fong)

1. Get crazy  - 喜爱夜蒲2

2. LKF party people - 喜爱夜蒲2

3. We are the party - The Ex Girlfriends

4. Lovey dovey - T-ara

5. Oppa gangnam style - Psy & Hyuna (both version)

6. Turn up the love - Far East Movement

7. Ice cream - Hyuna

8. Run - Redfoo and Flo Rida

9. Timebomb - Kylie Minogue

10. Riverside - Sidney Samson

11. Follow the leader - J.Lo, Wisin & Yandel

seriously, i like all of them.. u can go to listen if u like it too. ^^

ok, that's what im going to say today. Happy New Year, and wish all my readers good luck.. Even we go through hard time, we will face the sunshine one day. Love u.

他的命运

今天我不快乐，因为有人就快破坏我对病人的鼓励。正当我尽我所能而告诉他，会好起来的，而有人却搞破坏！不管病人情况怎样，你就向他宣布结局么？他的命运，他的生命，他做主，而不是拼了命让他希望破灭！

你不是非常孝顺的咩？怎么会这样告诉他？

few steps into 21

hi reader, do u miss me?
ahaha, again i missed lots of post to tell the stories..
no worries, this time will not be sad announcement anymore, i wanna be a person who is try to be stay happy for future life..we should think positive all the time, now lets talk about 2012 rumors..

2012 rumors
yes, everyone starts countdown for death..what's the point? why dont u take the time to enjoy whatever u like, u love or u want for so long time? yes, we dont know will it happen, or it may 3 darkness of life, still we must face it. :-) yes, my wish is if i really have to die, i wan to die together with the love one. no matter we are going to heaven or hell..

about 21, i knw i knw, still 1/2 yr yet, i admit tat im old.

yes, i should thanks for the god, i hv a family and bf tat support me all the time. even harder one, i should felt thankful..and best frens! i use to go club, food hunter......................i knw, many ppl thinking club in very negative way. but wat we do? have fun, have our nights and joy thr la..i knw it is a bad place too, but i enjoy. so, i hope tat no more objection.

now im posting at Alor Setar, in Hosp. Sultanah Bahiyah. wat a big hosp., i enjoy thr..even though it is the worst or it is the best hosp. and after posting, final exam then i will officially diploma graduate! and another mission in my life is: go for degree..look higher!

many relatives n my parents wish tat i can get marry to a dr. or anyone from hosp...i understand wat they wish good things happen on me, i knw, my bf just a little chef. in others eyes, we are such a big gap no matter in education or occupation. i dont care, as long as he cares and loves me..

for me, marry to a dr. is a most diff. thing in my life. since child, i dont wish to be a dr. at all...not fun, boring for me..so dr. outside thr but i never meet any young dr. who are very manners and respectful. some did well, but may be we r misunderstand. ^^ nevermind, be frens will be better!