FanFan 范瑋琪 - 最重要的决定 Zui Zhong Yao De Jue Ding ( 完整版 ) MV

full of hopes & happiness..

my mirror~

since i had move,
i not only bring my stuff,
i oso bring an old mirror with me..

tat mirror was a part of my grandma cupboard..
since we had to move,
she said she dun wan tat cupboard d..
it was too old..
i felt tat the mirror wasted if left thr...
some more, my old house will be demolished soon..
so i beg my parents to get it for me..
hehe~
my plan was successful ~

after we took it out from cupboard,
it didnt had frame..
so today, i made a frame for it..
i nw it is ugly but better than no..

c, how dirty is the mirror..the pic was took by last sunday~

i cleaned it..but some dots on mirror cant remove..c, botak!!!

jeng jeng~ my mirror!!!

for fun

too boring..
so playing with my cambie n share it to u all~
but pls dont critic my pale face k???

wat happened to my lips?! looks like a W!

i prefer tis!!! chak!

and also

tis is not a pimple...but i dunno how to explain wat is tis..

纸飞机

今天本来很开心的说，
终于可以和两个要好的傻妞出门
谁知，真的傻到底的一个妞竟然为了一个不知名的原因放飞机
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听到的时候极度不开心
妞啊妞
好傻
真是个难得的机会
临时说也就算了
而且还给了个烂理由
我们要怎么接受？
就令人不可思议的是她的一切所为根本就是拖延时间
而且根本不打算说取消
我明白做抉择是很困难
但是，老实不会有老虎吃了你……

欲言，又止……

最近大学这里都在下大雨，

凉是凉，但热起来也挺热的！

真是个怪天气……

这段期间我比较常来这里，

不知道为什么，

本来很多话想说，

到这里，却什么也写不出……

（纳闷！）

我变得越来越不在乎班上的任何一个同学，

甚至是我认为可以相信的人，

还有我认为的好人……

他们当然也不必在乎我是否在乎，

因为我知道从来没人在乎我，

所以不需要那么勉强……

之前还总是拼命地跟他们要好，

后来才发现，只有自己在当傻瓜，

大家看起来乐融融，

但城府深的人却很多……

还真是不可思议……

有些同学仍然是善类，

但无论怎样的火山，总会有爆发的时候

看到没？

我之前真的在乎别人的看法

可是现在却『心如止水』……

这种感觉太难以形容，

我也不懂要怎么说……

以前无论热价因为什么理由，

我都会帮到底

现在，我会拼命地埋怨了

再来决定帮不帮

不要问我为什么，

你对我残忍，

我又何必留你一条命？

我真的很讨厌社会竞争，

但要逃避竞争，

多么的困难，需要比别人多狠？

要逃避竞争，

需要多强，才能避开追杀？

没人会知道谁会来暗杀你，

所以，请随时做好防备，

不然死都不瞑目……

平时互相不犯人，

已是最大的礼让，

不要以为你的人气好，你多凶，就很厉害，

不到最后一刻，死鹿是不到手！

而且，义气不是给你拿来滥用的，

不是人会多随便，就真的随便到底

再随便的人都会发飙

公私不分，是会惹人愤怒的……

有些时候真的会对一些事情感到失望
是不是我自己期望太高呢？

in love with some one tat's different religion???

ok..b4 i start my story, hope readers wont feel tat i'm resist..

and i'm not gossip,

i just wan to share my opinion with u,

and after read the story, i hope it can be a good lesson for u..

i hv a fren, in love with a man which is different religion,

my fren is a lady, she is a chinese and the guy, nigerian, is a muslim..

now they hv been for a month..

but in tis month, my frens & i found something wrong between them..

let's say, a couple go out for dating, izit possible the lady pay all the things and the guy keep saying tat he is rich???

and we found tat the guy such a big lier,

our parents gave us advise tat be aware with nigerian.

but they were not teaching us being resist to anyone..

bcoz we are human and the most important is respect to each other..

but dont forget, protect urself!

my fren never talk a lot with us about the relationship..

i dunno wat is she thinking..

yes, we r adult,

everything u do is under ur responsibility,

so, dont make a big mistake tat will destroy ur whole life,

in the end, u will regret forever..

we r 19yrs old,

dont say u dont mind..

pls considerate for ur life..

dont waste ur time on him,

if he is really loving u,

he will appreciate wat u did for him,

he will pay some payment every dating,

he will care ur every call and sms,reply u once he see..

he will care ur safety,

he will miss u..

and listen the advise by everyone,especially ur parents,

u r clever, not stupid,

dont let ur unconscious break ur future..

we love u,

u r not alone..

ytd received a bad news from him...

i felt like fell into a deep hole, without ending...

i knw the fact is always hurt..

but not only me is hurt..he too..

as i'm a student, i don hv good chance to earn money myself..

even wan a part time job, oso need to get everyone permission,

and oso permission of time!

nearly bankrupt..

really felt money is all for me..

need money to do anything..

even date..

i will hv my 5 weeks big holliday soon.

but the bad news broke my plans and my dreams!

i'm really upset and depress..

so i choose to skip class for today,

rather than bring an unhappy face to c everyone...

more tension with tat!!!

love with distance is really hard to continue..

but i was waiting him..till now..i'm still wait..

for the 5 weeks, i knw i dont hv so much money to spend..

i try to do anything tat can save money..

even romantic, i oso do tat..

but everything is spoiled bcoz of tax and law!!!

y huh?!

my 5 weeks, 3 weeks i may be need to spend the time alone!

i knw i hv family, but tat is not enough for me!

i really need someone tat can let me talk about my trouble..

but no anyone can help me, now, he oso cant..

i believe him..but i cant stand with every  time he promised " let him settle for me"

then, wat i stand for??

he cant do everything for me!!!

i oso dont wan to let him choose to solve my problem and make himself in trouble too!!

i just need someone tat can understand my feeling..

everyday we keep waiting and keep expect..

but finally wat we had did might be zero!!!

i'm not a baby anymore,

pls, dont resist my way, ok?!

how close we are oso cant,

tis is my life and pls settle ur stuff first b4 promised or help!

i still love him..

when i heard the bad news,

i really get anger n lots of negative minds..

perhaps, is my temper too bad..

perhaps, is my emotion management not so well..

perhaps, tis is an experience..

perhaps, i shouldnt hope tat wanna be anything i wan...

i'm not trying to give up myself..

but i'm trying to give up to keep expect something tat impossible..

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i get anger with a son of bitch..

even remove his p3n1s oso not enough to release any ladies anger!!!

F*ck u!!!

凸

我很累……