如果

跟他已经在一起5个月了，
跟他在一起的时光总是过得特别快，
但同时也见证了，我们在一起又多了一天，
至少我们还是在一起，很开心的，
人人都说热恋期通常只有3个月，
但热恋期都过了，我们还是一样
所以，我真的是幸运的……

5个月内，我们吵架的次数好像没超过5次……

（给自己一个掌声～哈哈）

他以前是个对感情不专一的人

为了我，也为了他自己，

他选择改变，

但同时这么的改变，同时也改变我们的命运

我多希望时光能够倒流

我真的很想回去2009年

我想要改变当时所有的一切

那半年，我不仅浪费我自己的青春，

同样的，当时我的选择也让他伤心，

因此选择工作麻醉自己

错误的选择，换来的只是浪费了眼泪

浪费了自己的时间

破坏了初恋的美好

没有完美的结局

那种感觉是很绝望的

我以为没有人会帮我

因为那是我自己的选择

眼泪有多咸多苦

只有自己知道

当被人放弃，才知道自己有多么失败

当被逼急了，我也只好选择放弃了，分了

眼泪却不能往外流

我怕我控制不了自己

我会彻底的崩溃

一直吞着难以消化的泪

有多么辛苦

那一整天，只有他陪伴我

至少他的笑声逗我笑了

那个笑声同时告诉我

给他一个机会吧……

若当时他真的因为我的选择

而选择放弃我了

或许我就没有如此快乐

他带给我的快乐，我真的不知道要怎么形容

他当时为我做的，真的充满意义
他愿意和我分享他生命的所有
一个男人毫无顾虑的这么做，
都只是为了博一个女人的一笑
他不在乎他家人是否喜欢我
他在乎他爱不爱我
庆幸的，我给他家人的印象还不错

我不得不承认我对他越来越爱

越来越有好感

什么事情都开始依赖他了

全部都很放心地交给他

但也不能太过分啦～

育豪，我给你四年的时间

四年里，努力吧……

我希望那时赶快到来

这样，我希望我有机会名正言顺地做你的“许太太”～哈哈

（好像有点自大噢）

hi readers~

recently just updated some unhappy articles..

now i hv to gv some good news..

first, is about our physiotherapy sport meet..

hmm, batch 3 get the overall champion!!! congraz~

but our batch 5 also not bad, we get third!!!

hooray!!!

even batch 2 also hv join this event,

but looks like no any batch tat are close to them..

wat the good image they gv me is their studies..

the bad image is they looks proud and someof them very childish and brainless..

hmm, while with batch 3, sure friendly la..

some of them take anatomy course with us..

they are very funny~

batch 4.. still ok la~

second, today my hubby came to sp met me~

he was lost his way to meet me..

luckily we met~

we were dating and having a pizza as breakfast + lunch..

when we ready to go back to my hosstel and we chat inside his car a while,

a car park worker come near and ask wat was happen..

so kepo!!!

third..i think it is a bad news..

final exam is near!!!

huiyo!!!

i haven start study yet..

aiyo!!!

i hate exam!!!

mummy!!!!hubby!!!

haiz...still hv assignment to do..

wait for my new update ya!!!

a note for my hubby : my life really suck without u..

today u felt very moody..

i dunno is bcoz u cant accompany me until u work..

or i was did something wrong..

in addition, u were sick..

i really worry about u, but my hp is no more credits..

thus i cant do anything and sms to chat v u..

very sry about it!

yesterday my mum bday,

thx for helping me to celebrate with her..

but we were let u late in ur work..

sry sry again..

i found tat,

my life really cannnot without u..

ur love, ur caring and ur protection,

i can see!!!

ur heart,

i can feel it..

i never do anything for u..

u still love me as long as we still together..

i felt very guilty and sad..

so i was cried..

u still told me, dont cry idiot bibi..

sry..

u always help me when i'm in trouble..

but when u are in trouble, where i am??

i was not beside u..

this year ur bday, where i am??

i still never beside u!!!

i cant forgive myself..

if someday u r not beside me,

i dunno how bad is my life..

how can i live without u???

i really scare someday u will go ur own way..

leave me in our memory..

and i cannot escape from this kind of nightmare!!!

hubby...i need u..

i dunno wat can i do..

thus i try to wrote, draw, say and present

how much i love u..

as deep as i was falling..

i also very hope tat 4 yrs will come as fast as possible..

tat time, really hope tat our relationship will be more sweet

and finally we can together until death is coming..

i can c u every morning when i wake up and open my eye..

i want to share everything with u..

especially happiness..

i really hope i can bring lots of happiness for u..

i want u to be very happy always..

i want to c u smile at me..

it's like a sunlight for me..

light up my life..

hubby, i love u..

and

i'm urs..forever..

to my hubby, Mr Khor Yik How..
pls listen here..
i love u forever..

u do like tat correct or not?!

again and again..

dont u know,

everything u had done was hurt many ppl?

do u felt happy?

do u like to try to escape from the ppl tat u hurt?

u felt very funny to c other ppl felt sad,upset,depression & helpless..

u wan to find a ｓｔｕｐｉｄ　guy tat can gv u their cash or gv u a new hp ,

just find the youngest and rich..

dont come to destroy ur friend's family...

if u wan to complain anything, just tell them straight..

dont just sms or send a mail to their father..

the old guy cant gv u happiness..

they hv their own wife, children..

y u wan to destroy the happiness???

do u think u vamp an aunty husband very syiok???

in  ur DREAM！！！

ｕ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｙｏｕｎｇｅｒ．．

ｕ　ｈｖ　ｍａｎｙ　ｃｈｏｉｃｅｓ．．．

ｕ　ｃａｎ　ｈｖ　ａ　ｂｒｉｇｈｔ　ｆｕｔｕｒｅ．．

ｙ　ｄｏｎｔ　ｔｒｙ　ｕｒ　ｂｅｓｔ　ｔｏ　ｆｉｎｄ　ｉｔ？？？

ｙｅｓ，　ｕ　ｃａｎ．．

ｂｕｔ，　ｐｌｓ　ｓｅｌｆ　ｌｏｖｅ，

ｎｏ　ａｎｙｏｎｅ　ｗｏｕｌｄ　ｌｉｋｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｇｉｒｌ　ｗｈｏ　ａｒｅ　ｎｏｔ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｈｅｒｓｅｌｆ．．

你觉得，这样的日子开心吗？？？

醒了！！！

不自爱的小姐……

你懂得什么叫做羞耻吗？？？

每天度过心虚的日子，你真的很好过咩？？？

拜托你，

不要再伤害别人了……

用你的脑子想想，

如果今天我也从你身边抢走你心爱的男人，

你会是什么感受？！

＠＠＄％＾＆＊（）＿＆％＄

看着被你伤害的朋友痛苦，

这样对吗？

你怎么可以那么忍心？

她曾经对你那么好，

也设法帮你，

可是你这样对待他，

他要怎么办？？？

你这样破坏他的家庭，

一个幸福的家庭，

你怎么可以那么没有脑！！！

没有良心的东西，

我有很多次想直接送你一巴掌，

还有大声骂你，

可是我知道我不可以这样做……

因为我不是你的谁，

同样的，打从你的真面目跑出来后，

你也不是我的谁……

所以我只能漠视你，

因为你太假！！心机太重！！！

八婆！！

真的很想忍不住骂你一句：狐狸精！！！

pls respect me..

come to AIMST have 3 mths alrdy..
very comfortable with my hostel,
very happy to join with my house mates,
food & beverages are never changed,
but personality of everyone is clear day by day..

i know tat i cant bring any benefits to u all..
so u ignore me is normal la..
actually it is better,
at least i dont hv to think how to trick back u..
i can just be myself..
straight to talk anything as i like..
straight to shout out anything i dislike..
straight to reject anything tat i dont want and dont need

but wat i want is can u all respect me?
everyday i help u all send some new informations to ur pendrive,
i never think tat want u all felt thankful..
i just want u all be responsible to ur pendrive,
pls get it from me before u leave the class,
dont just let me keep it and hv to worry how to gv back to u
it's not mine...

threat ppl also be fair..
i also a human
i also got feeling
everytime when i talk something bad on u with my friends,
i will felt a little bit guilty
but finally my guilty is useless...

so, pls respect me...
i try to dont hv any misunderstnding with u all
bcoz i also dont want it...