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Thursday, September 12, 2013

What I Like To Complaint?

We used to complain everyday. Observe yourself, how many complains you did/do per day?
I used to complain:
  • I'm tired, I'm so sleepy.
  • I'm bankrupt d.
  • I'm hungry.
  • I don't feel like want to eat alone.
  • Aiyo!
  • Who who who ah, do like that can meh?
  • Helo, are you sure?
But, I also used to add: WTF?! WTH?! F*** you! and some Chinese words.

Hmm,
Actually I'm not only complain all those common one as I mentioned. Sometimes I'm feel admire on others instead those words are considered as complain. For example, " yo, you guys are so sweet" on couples, " so nice to have a date," also on couples, " I wish to have somebody to love and love me as well," for myself.
There is not wrong with single life. I also enjoy those I can't do when I ever have boyfriend. Such as clubbing, alcoholic (don't worry, I'm not addicted), go out with my friends frequently. Perhaps, it is considered as not good (family) or over freedom in many people mind. I prefer to join boy or girls with boy styles instead of polite, gentle girls. XD Seriously, or girls that got same topic of gossips! When you have boyfriend, you gotta be spend most of the time with him even didn't meet up. Call, text, share. Haha, now, I'm a kind of wish to be loved and still I wish to get lots of freedom before I really step into new chapter of my life.

Bcoz we learnt from past, and we getting realism day by day. There was a story between me and my elder sis. She did asked : why you keep make up recently when you go out with **** and wearing dress frequently?
Oh no! She is comparing my ex with ****. Hmm, a good question that we can consider what to do. But would you like to wear dress and make up when you go out for date with a motorcycle? And I'm a great "SWEAT-ER". So, I'm admitted that I do realistic in this matter. Who don't want to get better one? We are improving every day and time!

* Lol, a lot rubbish talk that out of the topic of complaining. Actually, I'm complaining. ^^

Gonna get a longer topic, and don't out of topic anymore. XD
Nite peeps!

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

mempersiasuikan...

Aiyo, everyone knows how to say "sia sui" and then it develops into "mempersiasuikan".

Today got a friend read my blog. I got something that don't feel like want to let him know. And somemore my grammar is poor enough. LOL! what to do, he read! *shy!

Sunday, September 01, 2013

Again and again

John Mayer - Who you love

I do believe u heard that. Once again I made a mistake, a stupid mistake that again drop myself into depress n tonight I believe is another insomnia.

I do chase a boy when i was secondary school time. I would like to say I'm action without consider, I just want to love him. And after go through few Bf, I found chase a boy is a really stupid action. But now, I meet a guy that again makes my heart bloom like a rose. He is gentle, bringing happiness, open minded. And he does giving me feelings of sweet and protective guy, it is never mind that he is not strong enough. I did try my best to tell him all about me feelings and my mind, but I dont know how to tell that the fello is him. I'm not brave enough, I just wish he will get what i meant...and respond.

Leona Lewis - Brave

Ya, u r giving me some messages, u need a break.

Demi Lovato - Give your heart a break

U cant just get out from the past, u do tell u need some times, I believe that, the times, will never and ever prove. So, I should learn how to give up for, again.

We r not strong enough to go towards each other. Is the time to say, Goodbye.

郭修彧 - Mission incomplete