Hello guys, how are you guys doing?
Btw, Im here to announce that this blog website will not longer be my main up-to-date blog. This is because I'm so tired of leaving many emotional posts here. It is the time to change.
This is the link of my new blog: http://voutaynho.wix.com/lesjoursdevoutayn
Hope you guys will continue to follow my updates, have a nice day. Thank you.
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Friday, June 26, 2015
Wednesday, May 14, 2014
Who Am I Actually?
Hmm, my bloggie seems like full of dust.
Ok, reconstruction done!
I admit I do post emotional things. Actually I'm doubtful on myself. *P.S: I ain't doing stupid things, no worries.
Can I start from family aspect? I got 3 siblings. But years by years, I find out that I'm just different from them. I'm the kind of too open minded, jokers, and yet aggressiveness. They are just stable and steady, mature enough. And, I'm not that close to my parents anymore. Since 12 years ago, we are happy family but not perfect anymore. When my friends facing the same problem, they come to me as they know I had experience that. Should I be happy that I could offer them a help? Or I could say sympathy or empathy? But who really knows I'm facing another family crisis? I don't understand them or vice versa?
I try to earn pocket money, I got the right to choose spend it or keep it. But spend money is the most motivate way for me to earn. Because of desire of this and that. I even think of go for modeling last time as someone did offer me but because safeness, I reject.
Family crisis is very hard to settle. It will take time to prove. May be as my parents think, I will be the factor that make our not perfect even more. I was victim of that. Who do care how I felt. And it makes my eyes get brighter in order to get a good partner of my life.
And friendship? Thanks god I still have it even though is not a lot.
But right now, I just can't wait to finish my degree course faster to get nearer to my future.
Relationship? I got to say 60%. As I described myself, I'm really not confidence enough for that and also I'm his very first love in his life. I wish I could give him better one. No matter what.
LOL, may be I wish I'm a perfect wannabe! But, nothing will be perfect.
Ok, reconstruction done!
I admit I do post emotional things. Actually I'm doubtful on myself. *P.S: I ain't doing stupid things, no worries.
Can I start from family aspect? I got 3 siblings. But years by years, I find out that I'm just different from them. I'm the kind of too open minded, jokers, and yet aggressiveness. They are just stable and steady, mature enough. And, I'm not that close to my parents anymore. Since 12 years ago, we are happy family but not perfect anymore. When my friends facing the same problem, they come to me as they know I had experience that. Should I be happy that I could offer them a help? Or I could say sympathy or empathy? But who really knows I'm facing another family crisis? I don't understand them or vice versa?
I try to earn pocket money, I got the right to choose spend it or keep it. But spend money is the most motivate way for me to earn. Because of desire of this and that. I even think of go for modeling last time as someone did offer me but because safeness, I reject.
Family crisis is very hard to settle. It will take time to prove. May be as my parents think, I will be the factor that make our not perfect even more. I was victim of that. Who do care how I felt. And it makes my eyes get brighter in order to get a good partner of my life.
And friendship? Thanks god I still have it even though is not a lot.
But right now, I just can't wait to finish my degree course faster to get nearer to my future.
Relationship? I got to say 60%. As I described myself, I'm really not confidence enough for that and also I'm his very first love in his life. I wish I could give him better one. No matter what.
LOL, may be I wish I'm a perfect wannabe! But, nothing will be perfect.
Monday, November 11, 2013
我要你。
难得的华语~
还有一个月就要迎接2014年了。我们在每一个年尾承诺了很多to -do list.你完成了吗？
如果你完成了，恭喜你，你可以面对下一个对自己的承诺。
如果你没有，没关系，再加多一条吧！ （我就是这一类）
明年我就要22岁了。（天………………）
我重新想过我的to -do list了。我不再想那么多。我只要简单的日子。
就在这一年，我面对了分离后，在遇见的恋情。（我知道很复杂）
这一次，就看看我的修行有多高了。因为，我真的真的很想这个人，是我的最后一次。
我可以再看看外面的，但我懒惰了。眼前，就有一个让我去努力付出。一个，就够了。
跟他在一起，我真的很快乐。然后他的家人，是另外一个我可以共享我开放的思想。
所以，我很满足。而且这个情人，让我重新找回纯恋爱的滋味。（我知道我很肉麻）
他，初恋。我，第三。
冲动的家伙，脾气暴躁的家伙。
我喜欢孩子。所以到了这个年纪，我们可以开始找对象了。
我多希望，可以跟随一个不怕我的玩笑的人过一世人。只要，上进。
还有一个月就要迎接2014年了。我们在每一个年尾承诺了很多to -do list.你完成了吗？
如果你完成了，恭喜你，你可以面对下一个对自己的承诺。
如果你没有，没关系，再加多一条吧！ （我就是这一类）
明年我就要22岁了。（天………………）
我重新想过我的to -do list了。我不再想那么多。我只要简单的日子。
就在这一年，我面对了分离后，在遇见的恋情。（我知道很复杂）
这一次，就看看我的修行有多高了。因为，我真的真的很想这个人，是我的最后一次。
我可以再看看外面的，但我懒惰了。眼前，就有一个让我去努力付出。一个，就够了。
跟他在一起，我真的很快乐。然后他的家人，是另外一个我可以共享我开放的思想。
所以，我很满足。而且这个情人，让我重新找回纯恋爱的滋味。（我知道我很肉麻）
他，初恋。我，第三。
冲动的家伙，脾气暴躁的家伙。
我喜欢孩子。所以到了这个年纪，我们可以开始找对象了。
我多希望，可以跟随一个不怕我的玩笑的人过一世人。只要，上进。
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Sunday, October 20, 2013
Nightmare makes me awake
i hv no idea wat to write
but i just wish that i can go through the things that make me fear
i felt helplessness now
but i believe i will go through it for my dream
and last chance is given for me on 31st
cmon voutayn, drive for ur dream, n ur love one
but i just wish that i can go through the things that make me fear
i felt helplessness now
but i believe i will go through it for my dream
and last chance is given for me on 31st
cmon voutayn, drive for ur dream, n ur love one
Tuesday, October 01, 2013
Actually Black in My Stomach
Hey, who ever knows me very long time, do you ever think that Im look like an angel when I smile and dress up nicely? XD
Cant believe what im saying right? Actually Im one of the kind of full of many ideas to fool on people. Even I dress up, still Im feel happy when Im successfully fooled someone!
Cant believe what im saying right? Actually Im one of the kind of full of many ideas to fool on people. Even I dress up, still Im feel happy when Im successfully fooled someone!
Dont so easy to chaet by my look stranger, and my friends, you would never know when is your turn ha!
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