a note for my hubby : my life really suck without u..

today u felt very moody..

i dunno is bcoz u cant accompany me until u work..

or i was did something wrong..

in addition, u were sick..

i really worry about u, but my hp is no more credits..

thus i cant do anything and sms to chat v u..

very sry about it!

yesterday my mum bday,

thx for helping me to celebrate with her..

but we were let u late in ur work..

sry sry again..

i found tat,

my life really cannnot without u..

ur love, ur caring and ur protection,

i can see!!!

ur heart,

i can feel it..

i never do anything for u..

u still love me as long as we still together..

i felt very guilty and sad..

so i was cried..

u still told me, dont cry idiot bibi..

sry..

u always help me when i'm in trouble..

but when u are in trouble, where i am??

i was not beside u..

this year ur bday, where i am??

i still never beside u!!!

i cant forgive myself..

if someday u r not beside me,

i dunno how bad is my life..

how can i live without u???

i really scare someday u will go ur own way..

leave me in our memory..

and i cannot escape from this kind of nightmare!!!

hubby...i need u..

i dunno wat can i do..

thus i try to wrote, draw, say and present

how much i love u..

as deep as i was falling..

i also very hope tat 4 yrs will come as fast as possible..

tat time, really hope tat our relationship will be more sweet

and finally we can together until death is coming..

i can c u every morning when i wake up and open my eye..

i want to share everything with u..

especially happiness..

i really hope i can bring lots of happiness for u..

i want u to be very happy always..

i want to c u smile at me..

it's like a sunlight for me..

light up my life..

hubby, i love u..

and

i'm urs..forever..

to my hubby, Mr Khor Yik How..
pls listen here..
i love u forever..